I've been thinking about writing blogs, how lately most are about inspirational "stuff" and wise spiritual self-help things that are good for everyone.
I've considered this for a while, turned it around and felt about it.
I came to the conclusion that I don't know anything that is good for everyone. Sometimes I hardly know what is good for me ... and then I make a different decision anyway.
Oh, I can do inspirational and have wise and self-help in buckets. I get really great insights on the occasion ... only to fall into the oldest trap ever again minutes later ... and honestly, I am not the "gracefully sitting in the same old trap"-type. I am still fighting and raging and ignoring it til it hurts bad enough for me to finally (after days of miscomfort) calm down enough to sit down and breathe and take a look at it without resistance.
So I spare you and me the motivational bullshit.
It seems to me that our current "spiritual" leaders give the appearance of their lives going smooth and effortless. While we normal types are struggling to stay upright.
Well, I can honestly tell you I am on a tricky slippery patch of road right now. It's muddy and full of surprises, steep at times, twisting ... and honestly: Have you ever gracefully walked through mud? .. in high heels with your composure intact? ... all while spitting out motivational encouragements? ... Me neither. .. and honestly, I don't even want to ... walk in high heels, be composed or spit out anything.
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| still kinda graceful slip sliding through life |
This is a slippery dirty part of road and I decided to just have fun and enjoy it. So if you'll hear some giggles, swearing, laughter, humphs and thumps, that's me getting down and dirty with my part of road and having fun doing it. I, for one, am not meant to glide over it like nothing happened.
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